i've been so very busy, neglecting this place and most of the internet in general. my gallery is so... empty it's almost annoying. i take hundreds of pictures and start so many drawings that i never finish or just don't like the results so i don't post any of it.
i miss writing. i really, really miss it. sometimes i pick up a pen and nothing comes out on the paper, it's frustrating. there are rare moments that i force myself to write something, though, but when i reread what i write it seems really dull or just doesn't make sense, to me.
i want to change this.
i'll keep trying.